i'm such a big booger.. since school started, i've been avoiding any social contact i have w/ the phatty gurls & buddies(alyssa, anne, angel, drich, grace, jeriel & leslie).. i dunno.. things aren't as exciting as they used to be.. i guess i'm buckling down, learning that school can't be taken loosely.. it sux tho cuz i want to explain to them why i am avoiding them, but i can't bring myself to it.. maybe i'm afraid they won't understand.. afraid that they won't see me as the outgoing person that i was last sem.. see me differently..
no one knows who u truly are except urself, right? i feel that if i gave them my reason, they wouldn't comprehend fully & i would sound like a complete idiot.. anyhwo, the reason(s): 1) to be successful in a class, u have to pass the quizzes & exams. u can't pass it unless u pay attention, read, & retain the info. i have problems w/ the 3. firstly, my attention span is close to nill. i'm easily distracted. secondly, my reading skills have deteriorated due to my lack of attention. thirdly, i can't retain info unless i pay attention & read cuz u can't retain info unless u receive info. 2) if i'm not successful in my class, then the money that my parents are investing will go down the drain. this results in disappointment of both my family & myself and also results in failure. i absolutely detest failing. i hate the fact that i know i can do better, but i can't because of my performance. 3) if GPA drops = transfer to PCC. don't want to do that cuz i like this school.
so to compensate for the above problem, i've come up w/ a solution. first let me explain how i function & what went on this week. once i start doin somethin, it most likely will continue all throughout. therefore, if i started off the semester foolin around (like last sem), i would be foolin around till the end of the year & get the grades that i deserve. so this tuesday, the gurls had plans to go out & eat @ cheesecake factory. time to execute "the plan". told them i didn't feel like goin & hid from them. wednesday, they all had plans on goin to chuck E cheese. i was up for it, but there was a floor meeting so decided to go to that & then hide. i told them i didn't want to go. nancy & mary anne had to lie for me.. yes i know! bad michelle for havin ur roommates lie for u!! but hey, the message isn't comin across their heads.. thursday, angel & the gurls wanted to check out guys @ ucla then go clubbin. i'm obviously not goin. guys, at this point, don't sound appealin to me. they finally got the point. grace started feelin rut-ty like me so she kept me company. drich, grace, & i BET-ed on the couch the whole night.. hehe. this week i started readin a book that nancy lent me. little by little my reading skills improved.. then i began to train myself to read under loud conditions so that i'll be used to the loudness.. gettin better at it.. alyssa told me all about their night today.. they didn't go to frat row nor the club, but instead went to virgil's house.. pretty fun stuff. hehe..
ok, *cough cough*.. i also got sick this week.. boo hoo.. just when things were goin all right.. before i forget..
I LOVE YOU, JERIEL (mah old youngin).. HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY, MEXICAN SPIDERMAN.. jer, u're gettin old.. sorry i can't attend ur party tonight.. gotta do some praisin the Lord.. i'll make it up to u.. i promise.. oh ya, don't forget to get me my physiology book. aaahh! jer, shawn is great.. i'm startin to like him.. =)
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i'm such a big booger.. since school started, i've been avoiding any social contact i have w/ the phatty gurls & buddies(alyssa, anne, angel, drich, grace, jeriel & leslie).. i dunno.. things aren't as exciting as they used to be.. i guess i'm buckling down, learning that school can't be taken loosely.. it sux tho cuz i want to explain to them why i am avoiding them, but i can't bring myself to it.. maybe i'm afraid they won't understand.. afraid that they won't see me as the outgoing person that i was last sem.. see me differently..
no one knows who u truly are except urself, right? i feel that if i gave them my reason, they wouldn't comprehend fully & i would sound like a complete idiot.. anyhwo, the reason(s): 1) to be successful in a class, u have to pass the quizzes & exams. u can't pass it unless u pay attention, read, & retain the info. i have problems w/ the 3. firstly, my attention span is close to nill. i'm easily distracted. secondly, my reading skills have deteriorated due to my lack of attention. thirdly, i can't retain info unless i pay attention & read cuz u can't retain info unless u receive info. 2) if i'm not successful in my class, then the money that my parents are investing will go down the drain. this results in disappointment of both my family & myself and also results in failure. i absolutely detest failing. i hate the fact that i know i can do better, but i can't because of my performance. 3) if GPA drops = transfer to PCC. don't want to do that cuz i like this school.
so to compensate for the above problem, i've come up w/ a solution. first let me explain how i function & what went on this week. once i start doin somethin, it most likely will continue all throughout. therefore, if i started off the semester foolin around (like last sem), i would be foolin around till the end of the year & get the grades that i deserve. so this tuesday, the gurls had plans to go out & eat @ cheesecake factory. time to execute "the plan". told them i didn't feel like goin & hid from them. wednesday, they all had plans on goin to chuck E cheese. i was up for it, but there was a floor meeting so decided to go to that & then hide. i told them i didn't want to go. nancy & mary anne had to lie for me.. yes i know! bad michelle for havin ur roommates lie for u!! but hey, the message isn't comin across their heads.. thursday, angel & the gurls wanted to check out guys @ ucla then go clubbin. i'm obviously not goin. guys, at this point, don't sound appealin to me. they finally got the point. grace started feelin rut-ty like me so she kept me company. drich, grace, & i BET-ed on the couch the whole night.. hehe. this week i started readin a book that nancy lent me. little by little my reading skills improved.. then i began to train myself to read under loud conditions so that i'll be used to the loudness.. gettin better at it.. alyssa told me all about their night today.. they didn't go to frat row nor the club, but instead went to virgil's house.. pretty fun stuff. hehe..
ok, *cough cough*.. i also got sick this week.. boo hoo.. just when things were goin all right.. before i forget..
I LOVE YOU, JERIEL (mah old youngin).. HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY, MEXICAN SPIDERMAN.. jer, u're gettin old.. sorry i can't attend ur party tonight.. gotta do some praisin the Lord.. i'll make it up to u.. i promise.. oh ya, don't forget to get me my physiology book. aaahh! jer, shawn is great.. i'm startin to like him.. =)